An Alex Unknown Vlog|My Mother’s Brain Aneurysm (What Happened and How it Affected Me)

An Alex Unknown Vlog|My Mother’s Brain Aneurysm (What Happened and How it Affected Me)


Hello, uh when I said um, I actually said
something in a previously vlog that I would like to bring up right now. From December
7–17th all the way through until around about mid January my mother suffered a brain
aneurysm. It– well she was hospitalized and I– but what happened with the story
was was she was tal– she was talking about a huge headache problem that she
had the entire– that she had the entire day, until she asked if I could– if I could set up her bed for her to sleep on –for her to sleep on so… um yeah I– it was at three o’clock in the afternoon so I did that and– so I did that and while i was
saying up the hot water bottle for her head but what she started screaming “Alex Alex!” and it was– it wasn’t her usual– it wasn’t a usual thing like that it was
genuine terror. So I scurried off to– off to see what I was but not– but it was enough to have her hit her head on the bathroom door and– she was bleeding badly
and she was spitting out and vomiting blood. She was spitting out blood and vomiting. In that I have been trained in first aid,
so the first thing that I did was I screamed to my brother who– to call
an ambulance– ambulance and get something to put the pressure on where the scar wa– on where the head wound was. Pretty much I feel as though first aid is one of those– one of those things that you hope you never have to– have to use it but if you are in a
situation you have to use it– use it then– use it then be thankful that you
did learn it, because it was really bad. That mental image alone is… So when she was
taken off to hospital that mental image alone was so– the mental age of her
unconscious, bleeding and all that was so horrific to me that, in terms of my
stress that for around about three or four days that was engraved into my
head –y head. I did whatever I could to think of just anything else! that’s why
um– there was this big section of– that’s why right after my regression– after I
talks about my regression in social anxiety that there’s like this big group of vlogs that– vlogs that are just a lot light hearted in comparison– in comparison and about entertainment because that– because that really was all I could talk about.
That really was all I could talk about at the time, um so um yeah. It was very hard to see my mother strapped to a breathing tube and what was even harder
was me having to explain what happened to her while strapped to that breathing
tube and then writing d– and then having her right down because– “Not
your fault” that I don’t know what she meant by that and– but it really did shake
me up. However when she did get out of intensive care the strange thing was, was that she didn’t remem– is that she remembered almost nothing
from that day, in terms of mental functionality she’s completely fine now
but she just doesn’t remember that– she just doesn’t remember that and and in
terms of how well she’s doing right now and in comparison to what I was
stressing about it was– it was… I am forever grateful that that happened and yeah it– and yeah there was– there were so many worries going through my head, that’s
why I eventually monetized this channel because I– channel because I honestly
wanted some kind of… I’m on– when it comes to employment I’m honestly– I’m honestly trying but things that the– how employment’s going an agency for– but when i go for a job usually the first thing that happens is they find out that I have social anxiety and then they try their best to end the conversation. So yeah I’m doing– So, yeah I’m doing well at the moment but it was just
like this really huge scare for an entire month, and for me my thoughts were– my thoughts around Christmas time even were like “Okay, you really couldn’t– okay no one could– nothing really could have turned me off the good old Christmas cheer even
more so than what I already had than what happened.” either way
I’m really glad that– I am really glad that it– this ends up the way it
did because I– because every other alternative crossed my mind at least
once. When you’re at– when you’re anxious socially like I am every
single alternate opportunity and maybe even the one that already– and maybe
even the one that already happens is played out– plays out in your head and– and with this it was no exception. So yeah I hope so um I’m thinking of the right words in terms of ending this video um if you would
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