Dear Depressed Me, | Mental Health Short Film

Dear Depressed Me, | Mental Health Short Film


[Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] I just don’t think you’re ready for a relationship wait what do you mean I just I can never rely on you you know I just I can’t do this anymore I’m sorry [Music] [Music] lately I’ve been I’ve been feeling this sense of worthlessness you know it’s not just a typical having a bad day it’s it’s more than that you know when I feel like I can’t do anything right and I feel like I mess everything up it’s the same reason that you know I lost my job same reason why my girl left me and every every day my alarm goes off in the morning I just think it’s harder and harder to wake up maybe it’s because I’m lazy I don’t know but it feels like it’s more than that you know if he was like I feels like I I can’t find a reason to wake up it’s like why should I you know like what’s the point what’s the point if if I always just feel some pain in my chest you know to be honest um I’m scared you know I’m scared I’m scared it’d be a failure I’m scared to never be there’s that person I want to be I’m sorry I was really afraid that this will never go away yeah so that’s it [Music] [Music] dear depressed me I know it’s hard right now sitting there feeling completely empty inside I know you feel like you just can’t take another day of feeling this pain in your chest you’re probably asking yourself what’s the point anymore you wish you could go to sleep and never wake up but she’s not how life works do yourself a favor and take these chords into your phone and go [Music] I would sue there listen to the sound you that the car is moving but this be reminder that life always goes on even when you’re broken everything and one day you will sit in the same spot feeling happy once again you’ll be all right knee baby I’m about to die baby 1 watch me die baby don’t you wanna know why didn’t even try [Music] [Music] you

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(66 Comments)

  • Muhammad Bagus Aurelius

    I live in Asia, I have never seen snow directly for life, hopefully one day I can see snow directly

  • Sophia Lam

    I feel you, every day I feel this not need to be here in this life and world. I don't understand why I have to be here if no one needs me, I'm scared and worthless and invisible and no one understands and I feel like I am stuck in this deep dark pitch black void that I have fallen into and I will never be able to get out of it. I am not needed, just like how you felt. No one needs me here, no one cares, I am not good enough to be needed in this death of a life. Life is literally death so why do I need to be here? why would I be made just to suffer in pain and darkness in this life? I don't want to be here. All it is pain and suffering and when people say It will get better, it will never get better because those are the people that do not understand what you are going through of just not existing in this world. Why do I need to exist if no one cares about me? I am worthless. I am invisible, I don't exist. Just leave. I don't need to be here. Only if something pushes me over the top and deeper into the void a lot, I will do it, but right now I am too scared and too much of a coward to go through with it.

  • Elizabeth

    My best friend knows that I cut and so does our group, so now she's doing this thing where she looks at our wrists everyday. But she cuts too….

  • Anhel Ita

    Very nice,But I right now I feel like I’m not alone in the comment section that’s why I’m saying this.. I feel suddenly drowning but if I call for help nobody will care. I’ve tried to hold myself back from self harm. But it seems as if that’s the answer to everything

  • Pranay Chilukoty

    Its really good Nate! keep up the good work!

  • ThePivotBoy15

    I understand everything!!! – Only depressed people know that…

  • NeverLetGo KojnKuv

    Omg! I understand his pain.
    Jesus Christ, please help.

  • Suga BTS

    This is sad, sadly my tears dried.

  • quadquint

    I hope you get to experience the feeling of relief once in a while. I know how depression feels and experience it. But I do hope you feel happy, even if it's not all the time.

  • Yarelis Nazario

    Cual es el nombre de la primera musica ?

  • Samkeliso Dlamini

    depression sucks

  • Classic Nobody

    I'm actually doing this I was depressed too empty and broken .

  • Karina Roldan

    This video helped me re-regulate the feelings. Thank you for it ❤ sending love that your maintaining too.

  • Buri

    Whaoh Nate!! This video is VERY good! Can I ask you to enable community subtitles? I really want to translate and make subtitles to this video in my native language (Slovak). Btw. On that bridge I would listen to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtemrZ7-pj0 🙂

  • Sophia Mallory

    Honestly this vid relates to me in so many certain ways

  • Jake Carroll

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  • Dominik Majirský

    6:05 Nemalo by tam byť "neustále"?

  • isabella whalen

    this is one of the best videos i have seen on YouTube about mental health

  • Aesthetic Beast

    I will leave my job today and maybe I’ll even leave the world as well

  • mo mcadams

    i defenently understand how you feel, i feel the same way everyday suffering from bipolar depression you ask yourself is it worth it ? why me ? whats the point in living if i cant live happy if i cant live freely ? keep your head up you arent alone. hopefully my nonprofit reaches you and people like you, like me.

  • PCGamer420

    Hi there Nathan. Just wanted to say this video hit the audience pretty hard. Its a very inspiring talk that really spoke to me. I was wondering if I can use this video somewhat as an intro to one of my songs I am making at the moment. I will post it on my other account if you would like to hear it. I Feel like we can all relate.

  • Idman Abdulahi

    I have depression since I was 10-11 but I'm 13 now.

  • 69laurenk

    That was really inspiring I suffer from anxiety and depression and always feel so alone I get the chest pains and tightness in the mornings too! it's like there is no light ..thank you for this video x

  • mohamed Niiniile

    Why I have depression? 😔

  • Teen Martial Warrior

    Thank You 🙏

  • Palm Angles

    this will never end

  • Marne Media

    Very powerful Story ❤️

  • Gachaverse Dreams

    I'm literally watching this in my bed crying and feeling sorry for myself watching different types of sad videos

  • Unknown Planets

    Wonderful! Even now unable to believe I just made $1292 with this fabulous website here no1profits.club?259

  • Jeff Ree

    Same.

  • Mavis Phon

    Hi Ik this is off topic but can anyone give me some tips on how I can confess to my crush? I'm too shy

  • Le0nard X3

    Make me cry…I don't understand why im sad all the time…

  • Zed Zubair

    Depression is like a drowning 😔 help me

  • Silverguin AJ

    I’m 12, and it’s only been a year of my depression and I’m already at a point where I don’t think I can handle it anymore.. I love this video though. Thank you <3

  • YoonminSK

    So, yes, i do have depression. but not major. wanna know the story?

    I felt bi for my dear closest frend that made me think she liked me too. the things she did made me feel wanted by her. so, i took a step and told her how i felt. she said everything is fine, so i felt fine. then at school, she told me she feels uncomfortable when i am around. so i left the friendship group that i was in w her, and that felt like my family. i stopped being her frend and only talked very little in real life. then texted her a poem that was sweet. but she doesnt accept me, anymore. so i felt sad and dark. two of my other frends noticed and helped me, but i wanted to be alone. i feel like i fuck things up now. im starting drama and, dont feel wanted anymore. then my mums sickness got worst, (its okay, shes still breathing and alive) eventually, she has something wrong w her blodd pressure, and she couldnt breathe a few times, which worries me and makes me feel, mad. i told my mum about me being bi and she supported me SO MUCH. and i felt loved again… until, she lost her job. which makes HER depressed. theres two in the family depressed. then i found out, my dad starved himself to sleep lots of times. so, i felt even more mad and sad. so i cried. i felt like one day i would loose my parents. then, my dog passed away. i cried my ass of. ofc i did, this dog was like my brother, now im scarred for life. and today, well today, my other frend had lost the girl that i had feelings for, trust. and so my frend started saying she doesnt trust me anymore. so, now i feel,

    DDDDDDD
    D. D
    D. D
    D. D
    DDDDDDD EPRESSED.

  • C E S A R

    This depression shit is beating me man 💔 I can’t anymore

  • Danny Davis

    I suffer Worse depression then him

  • Shannon Paige

    I have always felt I've been different from my friends. I never felt normal. Never felt worthy. I feel like everything I do or say is wrong. People would ask me if I was ok and I'd always respond with "I'm fine" with hopes they could read me and know I wasn't fine, and ask again or pull it out of me what was wrong. Every day is a different. One day I'll feel super ambitious & have a new perspective on life and the next 2 days I'll be in a downward spiral and I can't pull myself out of it. Mental health is not to be taken lightly. Short films like these make me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you Nathan. This was a beautiful project 💛

  • Gabriel Hamada Santalucia

    This guy apparently also suffers from amnesia.

  • Willie Blackmon

    Thank you for sharing this. This was really good!

  • Elvira hasty

    right I feel like there's no point of being alive or being here… when I said something about how and what feel… they took me to the hospital… they just don't get what I feel and what I'm going through… ig no one ever will understand… 🙁

  • Yusuf K

    This is exactly how I feel, I thought I was alone. Seems like other people have this thing too.

  • Sarah Michelle

    😢😡😯

  • Sapphireblue 1225

    just on meds for 2 months. still have the signs but i experienced some good changes too. things still difficult but a little little less difficult. i pray and wish for all better better tomorrows 🙂

  • Proxipy

    Just took a lot of paracetamol, wonder if i wake up tomorrow.

  • Drew Wilson

    Thanks I needed this. Especially the part where the cars keep going like life will. But so will depression. Thanks!

  • Allie Laketone

    I just feel alone when i am surrounded by many

  • sly lutfi

    this is seriously amazing, work of art. great job.

  • lena bosnjak

    Everything will pass. I live by this. Sometimes I think it's the only reason I'm still here. I have it tattooed on me, 'this too shall pass'. Nothing lasts forever so appreciate the good moment and know that the hard ones WILL pass once again❤

  • Aakash M Jackson

    Im in tears

  • bilal daaboul

    This can help alot of people

  • Keegan Duperron

    I’m 17 I’ve just graduated from high school 3 months ago. I’ve been struggling with depression for like 5 years. I have a full time job at a warehouse which is pretty much all my life is. 3 months ago me and my girlfriend broke up. We were together for 1 year and 7 months. I’ve never been closer with anyone in my life. She struggled with mental illness as well and started to get help for it. Eventually she had made so much progress and I was stagnating in my depressed state and dragging her down. She left me 3 months ago. I lost my best friend. 2 months after this happened I reached a breaking point and decided I had to get help because I couldn’t stand that I had hurt her, I drove away my best friend. For a month I worked so hard on improving myself and getting better, I honestly made so much progress. I was being driven by love and the hope she would hear me out and be willing to come back to me. When I finally tried to reach out she made it clear that she wants nothing to do with me. And that brings me to where I am now. Back to not being able to leave my bed. Back to feeling horrible about what I did to her. Back to hating myself for what I did. For the first time in a while I have been thinking about ending it. Because I can’t bare the thought of a life without her and because I feel hopeless and like I have no reason to get help anymore. I am so broken, so numb. When he brought up his girlfriend in the video I started to cry very loudly but no tears even came out. I am lost, I am hopeless, there is no light in my life anymore. I keep repeating to myself “I don’t know what to do” over and over.

  • Make_Out_hill_xxxtentacion X

    Im alive But I feel Like im dead

  • Divya

    I just want to say how grateful I am for you sharing this. Many people don't like to talk about it. But we need to talk about it…..

  • Yo Mama

    the end is so inspiring

  • Elizabeth

    I'm literally bawling rn😭🖤 I needed this. Thank you.

  • Honor Challand

    I hate the feeling that I mess everything up it makes me down and irritable and I know what you meant when you said it felt like it would never go away.
    The dear depressed me letter is important. X x x

  • Yuu Otosaka

    I nearly got fired too , im glad i didn't tho my mind is already messed up , thats the last thing i want rn

  • Alanis

    All u had to do was set an alarm for work

  • LifeWithJustine

    i struggle a lot to get to work. the only reason im not fired is because i have fmla. i am bad at relationships . they all leave. i lose friends and i have a hard time keeping up with my family in new jersey because i dont want them to worry

  • Vishnu S

    Thank you from the bottom of my heart❤

  • Zizano Kisting

    Yes thats how i feel i know that feeling its hard.

  • Myself Mohammed

    Someone not me but someone in mind keep telling me that you are not good enough, no matter how hard you try you will lose in the end , you have no talent just give it up. But no one ever said me that you can do that ,try harder, I got your back… Am I really a bad meaningless script?

  • Brett Olson

    I remember being a teen and constantly going in and out of major depressive episodes. I haven't been that low for years now. I always found the best way to get out of depression, no matter how bad I felt, was to focus on my health. Drink a lot of water and get some sun by going on a short walk. That would get me out of small ruts. What got me out of depression completely was creating a vision of what I wanted my life to look like in the future and then slowly work towards it. This gave me hope and a sense of purpose. Then I started fine-tuning my purpose and focusing more and more on my health by going to the gym and eating better foods. After a week of working out and eating healthy, my mood dramatically shifted and I could think super clearly and more positively. To anyone in depression, I hope this helps. Health and purpose. 2 very important things that depressed people lack.

  • Joana L.

    U gonna feel like everything need to stop.. And pain should be end soon.. Everyday like nothing can make you feel better only at night.. U feel u got your own place…cry and believe u will be fine again for the next day even you know.. Its gonna be the same. Fake smile and what I good at the most.. Pretending I'm fine. 😊 You may see someone is alive in front of you but they are dead inside.. Just still wondering what can be the reason to be here.. Still be here. Thanks for the video. At least no one know who I am. Its better stay that way..

  • BlueSteel

    Rule 1 don’t reminisce

  • sarah headley

    Why is it when he’s on the bridge at the end, Id rather jump😔

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